by Judith Solt (Author)
In my forties, at my father's grave side, his funeral. I had feelings of liberation and suffocation. There was violence all through my childhood. The worst kind of violence. There was a mystery in my family. The child's voice is what I knew as a child. I had incidents; no answers. I was involved with people who did ritual with drugs, alcohol, and masks. From three years old for three years. As a result, I carried terror in my body for a long time. To get through everything, I had to be truthful of what I saw and how I felt. During a period of dealing with dark forces, I learned to protect myself. The twelve step program was a safe place to discover my core issue. Chapters on body work, eating disorders. dowsing, and the labyrinth. How I used them to heal. A chapter on insights on sex and sensuality my voice is finally adult and sophisticated. Nature was a big part of my recovery. I am hoping my book will open doors all over the world.