I Could Never Say: It all comes down to Love and Hate - Paperback

by Midiya Rai (Author)

"I COULD NEVER SAY" is a collection of thoughts, quotes and poems of an introvert. This talks about the two most basic yet complicated feelings; Love and Hate.
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If you ever think of leaving,
Please make sure I get the news from you.

Before it becomes a hot gossip,
Before anyone points a finger at it,
Before they call it all a fake show,
Please, just let me know.

Because what I felt for you
Was real and always from the heart,
So before leaving,
I hope you respect that...
* * *
If you are a Dream,
Then let reality be a myth to me...
* * *
Before I met you,
I had full control of my life,
Now I just look at the ceiling and
Smile like an idiot...
* * *
I hated you when I should've embraced you,
I loved you when I should've known that we weren't destined,
I sabotaged it all myself,
Because I let you go when I should've held you back,
I kept recalling our memories when I should've forgotten them,
I still write about you when I should've torn all the pages I ever mentioned you in...
* * *
Many think that I don't believe in Love,
And it's funny that they do,
Because I know that no one understands Love,
In the manners that I do.

I believe in complete fairytales,
But that does not mean I will be damsel in distress,
I want our love to reach the day,
When you will stand wearing a tux and
I will walk through the aisle in my white dress.

Then hold your hand tight,
Seal our love with a Kiss,
As we begin our journey to Always and Forever...
* * *
I started liking sunsets because of you,
And on the way,
I fell in love with the moon.
* * *
I don't heal.
I am the drug,
That's addictive,
I make you forget pain.
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And many more...You don't say everything you feel, and not every feeling is to be shown to the outer world. Keep some secrets for yourself and you'll be amazed at how you escal